Kimberly's

08:35 am:

Have you ever felt as if life were flying right by you? Thats the way I feel but I feel as if I am the one left behind this time. For the first time I dont have a motivation. I dont have anything to look forward to and I disappointed myself. It was a dream that never came true..nor will it. I guess it is my fault for "not working hard enough" or possibly its just bad luck. Looks like that has been the trail my life has been following lately. I hope it gets better though.  

I feel lonely today. Some of my friends have ditched me. Others have more important things to do. And some of my friends moved to diff. states w/o notifying anyone. And I am left here. I feel stuck. Like a shoe in the mudd on a rainy day.

SOMEONE CHEER ME UP!

08:55 pm: ...reminds me of who I really am...its not like you to say sorry!!!!!!!!
This time im mistaken..forget about it our hearts are breakin. iDk thw rest of the words...do do do do do do do do...do do do..do do do....


Today wasnt so good of a day. Actually to be precise, I didnt have a good weekend. Nothing went right with anything that I had planned but it didnt really suprise me because it happens so frequently. Yeah on Friday I had plans with Natalie. It didnt work out. I hung out with another good friend instead and it was good to visit with her. On Saturday I didnt do anything NEARLY close to what I had planned. I guess I coulnt help that factor though... I was pretty down on Saturday besides for the part when I visited with Julie a little bit. We were like 2 kids going to a candy store. Lol I laugh at that. Two different people who had no relation in activity said the same thing to me on Saturday. Good fun. On Sunday I woke up and not even a second that I stepped out of my door I hear dad asking me if I wanted to help walsh walls over Grandpas house. I agreed. Eric came over and left with Julie to go to the Auto Show. Then I made breakfeast while eating by myself. And I went over grandpas, washed walls and things and then I ate pizza. Dawn talked to me too. I called a few friends. And was definatly not in a good mood by the end of the night. I love it how friends say they will call you but dont. Dont I feel loved huh?

Oh and to top it off! I didnt get a inch of sleep last night really. Thanks! And I promised myself something today. I definatly broke that one the minute that I woke up.

I also went to musical today. It was good although I was very tired. I should be going to bed soon. I DO LEARN from my mistakes and wont let them happen again. Mr. Smith (the director) gave us a nice/important speech. It reminded me so much of the old Mr. Smith our old coach. It was really sad and I kinda wanted to leave although I was stuck in position not being able to move an inch.

I guess most people wouldnt understand this entry because I only know the whole story and have no intentions of posting it onto here.

Goodnight.

08:58 pm: Survey YAY!
I thought I would update since I havent done this lately. I found out today that I am the Reporter for the school musical! Im excited and cant wait till it starts. MMMM. Great fun fitting in with all my musical friends and buddies. Yay. Good times. It is going to be really weird not rehearsing with Timmy, Marcus, Brittany and Autumn and Gigi and all the other people that were in it last year. Life goes on though. But im still excited.

Congratulate me!

But anyway finals are coming up next week so I am in like crazy mad mode this weekend. Mom and Dad are going to see the guy from the Blue Collar Comedy video the tall guy who says the jokes about people being rednecks.

I really want to go to the Auto Show next weekend. I want to see all the awsome new cars and stuff. I think it would be fun and exciting. Theres one thing too. ; )

So I have been practicing to get my license real soon. I just have to take my roadtest when Dad says I can. I really want to really soon! I hate not being able to drive. It sucks. But yeah.

Im really kinda tired this week. I havent gotten much sleep lately. I think this may have a factor to deal with the issue. But yeah I think I am going to head of to bed but here is a survey for you to enjoy while I sleep.

Goodnight.Muah.

These are supposedly 27 questions.
Answer them, then REPOST the bulletin!

1. When u looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you thought?
I need to take a shower my hair is a mess!


2. How much cash do you have on you?: $60

3. What's a word that rhymes with "DOOR" feel free to change it.
Oar

4. Favorite planet?
Earth suits me good for the most part at the time being.


5. Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your cell?
Matt

6. What is your favorite ring on your phone?
Back in Black- AC/DC


7. What shirt are you wearing?
"Warren Woods Tower Athletics Student Athlete- I made the grade!" shirt


8. Do you "label" yourself?
Definatly not

9. Name the brand of your shoes you're currently wearing:
Converse

10. Bright or Dark Room?
Dark at the moment since it is night


11. What do you think about the person who took this survey before you?
My cusion is awsome.

13. What were you doing at midnight last night?
That would definatly fit into the catagory of sleeping.


14. What did your last text message you received on your cell say?
"Happy New Year"


15. Where is your nearest 7-11?
Ten and Hayes

16. What's a word that you say a lot?
Yeah Buddy


17.Who told you they loved you last?
Uhhh I cant even remember probably one of my parents

18. Last furry thing you touched?
Moco my cat


19. How Many Drugs Have You Done In The Past three Days?
NONE!

20. How many roles of film do u need to get developed?
ok I cant. First of all I own a digital camera. Second of all, I cannot take picture anyway because my camera is broken and I have absolutly no batteries for it. Third, yes I do have a disposable camera from Freshman year that I have been waiting to get developed.


21. Favorite age you have been so far?
17 has been good to me so far

22. Your worst enemy?
I dont have enemies


23. What is your current desktop picture?
Fall trees that are different beautiful colors...I guess it may be time to change that.


24. What was the last thing you said to someone?
Bye

25. If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to fly, which would you choose?
I would want to be able to fly because I could go anywhere I want in a little bit of time.


26. Do you like someone?
Yes

27. The last song you listened to?
Rapid Hope Loss by Dashboard Confessional

03:53 pm: Merry Christmas and God Bless

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!!

               P.S. I hope ya'll have a great day and a wonderful holiday. God Bless Us All.

                                             Love,

                                        Kimberly Rae

10:35 pm: Dancing Days
I just watched the Movie Footloose and I am really entergetic. This is most likely coming from the energy stored while I took atwo hour nap this evening because I was exhausted but oh well. I really want to dance but I have no one to dance with. I hope I do soon. : D And I want to take dance classes. Not the type you are proably firmilar with....im talking about a whole different type of dancing. I will do this in the near future hopefully.

I played Wild Thing on my gutair today and I know that song is easy but im just getting used to it. I like...I like a lot. Oh and I found "Hey, Ho" in my theory book. Awsomeness. I just have to learn those cords now. Because I know I can sing to it quite well.

I love my life.

Tomorrow is the last day before break. me = excited like woah!

11:25 pm: I had a really bad weekend but an hour ago all seemed to make up for it. I love to talk to you and the thing is that I dont really have to care waht I say. Hmm this goes on my list of a really good evening other than the fact I had a stupid government project. All finsished now and no worries.

TWO more days until break.


I cannot tell you how much I cant wait until I go up north.

Shelby I want to let you know that you are the bestest bestest bestest most fabtabulious person in the whole wide world!!!!! You made my day a whole lot better. Thank you. Cant wait until Wednesday! hehhehheh have a great day.


OOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHH!!!!! I am learning more on my gutair and I am very excited to play a song someday in the near future. I am on my way to learning Amazing Grace and another song I forgot the name but its really good. Ahh thank you Eric for helping me. It makes a whole hell of a lot of difference when someone is accutually helping you on a one on one basis.

Lots of things are new with me like undiscovered secrets. I love finding out new possibilities each and everyday. And......I want to go snowmobiling right now! Not enough snow on the street to go though : ( Oh well I guess I will have my time when we go to the UP. Love it.

It is 11:33 and I should most likely be going to bed because it is going to be a pain in the ass to get up tomorrow but you know what I am not even tired at all. I cannot wait until break and I am excited. I got a lot better at typing fast even though I make many mistakes. But you know what that dosent even matter anyway.
I want to take a photgraphy class at the College for Creative Studies that is expensive like woah. I
also want to take a pottery wheel and glass blowing class.
I will do this in my life this time or another.

I just realized that I havent written in this thing about my feelings or thoughts in a really long time.
The closest I have was surveys but those dont really count.

OOOOOHHHH other news as well. I broke my baby toe on my right foot. The only thing I have ever broken in my entire life. I ran into a washing machine. Kinda hurt but oh well life goes on.

Did I mention I am reading a really good book by Nicholas Sparks called The Guardian. I recommednd it to everyone because it is wonderful and amazing and I love his writing.

I want to start working out more before my swimming muscles deteriorate (sp?) I will do workiouts and force myself apon them to stay fit for summer and swimming. Ahh at the moment I love my life.

I hope peple read this because I would reallly adore comments within this little inbox of mine. Goodnight.

Love,

Kimberly Rae

03:44 pm: Bored as hell
1. Do you like chinese food? Yes

2. How big is your bed? um idk little twin i think

3. Is your room clean? supprisingly yes because i just cleaned it

4. Laptop or Desktop computer? desktop

5. Favorite comedian? Dnae Cook takes the hand all the way

6. Do you smoke? Hell no

7. Sleep with or without clothes on? with

8. Who sleeps with you every night? I have my blanket and my pillow and sometimes Moco

9. Do long distance relationships work? yes

10. How many times have you been pulled over? what?

11. Pancakes or French Toast? pankakes

12. Do you like coffee? Hell No

13. How do you like your eggs? I dislike eggs because they make me sick

14. Do you believe in astrology? no

15. Last person you talked to on the phone? Matt

16. Last person on your missed call list? Mom

17. What was the last text message you received? A picture

18. Enough cell phone questions? Yes

19. Number of pillows? One

20. What are you wearing right now? Swim clothes

21. Pick a lyric, any lyric or song. And everytime you fall apart, you can hide here in my arms and Ill hold you till that feling is gone

22. What kind of jelly do you like on your PB & J sandwich? I dont like jelly

23. Can you play pool? Oh yes I can!

24. Do you know how to swim? No accutually. I've just been a swimmer since the age of 5 but I cant swim.

26. Can you read maps well? Indeed I can

27. Tell me a random fact about yourself: I have a birthmark on my right shoulder that looks like a diamond

28. Ever play spin the bottle? No

29. Ever attend a theme party? yes

30. Favorite season?? summer

31. Favorite quote? dont act just be-me.

33. Last time you laughed at something stupid? haha lunch

34. What time did you wake up this morning? 6:00 am

35. Best thing about winter? Snowmobiling

36. Random article of clothing? skirt

37. What do you find most attractive about the opposite sex? definatly the eyes

38. Name of your first pet? JJ!

39. Do you think pirates are cool or overrated? Overrated

40. What are you doing this weekend? Family time

05:28 pm: You dont realize how much you mean to me
ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT?
When I was really little I was over my friend Caitlyn's house and we were running down the sidewalk to get away from her brothers that had waterguns. I feel down and dragged her down with me and both of my knees got injuries and now they are big scars.

2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM?
Pictures

3. WHAT DOES YOUR CELL PHONE LOOK LIKE?
Big and silver

4. WHAT MUSIC DO YOU LIKE TO LISTEN TO?
ANYTHING!!

5. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN?
9 something idk?

6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW?
to visit with "FRIENDS"

7. WHAT DO YOU MISS AT TIMES?
time, individuals, lessons, TRUSTWORTHY people...

8. WHAT IS YOUR MOST PRIZED POSSESSION?
most likely my coaches award

9. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SMELL?
Flowers in the springtime when everything is coming to life

10. DO YOU GET CLAUSTROPHOBIC?
Not really

11. IF YOU DIED TOMORROW:
No

12. THE LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU CRY?
I dont want to say

13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE COLOGNE/PERFUME?
I like Raulph Lauren

14. WHAT KIND OF HAIR DO YOU LIKE ON THE OPPOSITE SEX?
Dosent matter

15. WHERE CAN YOU SEE YOURSELF BEING PROPOSED TO?
I do not know..

19. WHO IS THE LAST PERSON YOU MADE MAD?
Julie

20. DO YOU SPEAK A DIFFERENT LANGUAGE?
No Sir

21. WHAT WAS THE FIRST GIFT SOMEONE EVER GAVE YOU (of the oppisite sex)
a cake

28. WOULD YOU FALL IN LOVE KNOWING THAT THE PERSON IS LEAVING?
Yes I would

29. WHAT IS THE BEST WAY TO TELL SOMEONE HOW MUCH THEY MEAN TO YOU?
By flat out telling them and not holding inside

30. SAY A NUMBER FROM ONE TO A HUNDRED.
67

31. BLONDES, REDHEADS OR BRUNETTES?
I am a brunette

32.WHAT IS THE ONE NUMBER YOU CALL OFTEN?
Matt

33. WHAT ANNOYS YOU MOST?
When people touch my feet in the pool or when someone clicks their mouth or ooohh lying to me about something so stupid!!!!!!!!!!!! Damn

34. HAVE YOU EVER DONE A PRANK CALL?
When I was younger probably

39. WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE YOU FILLED OUT THIS SURVEY?
Talking to Matt

40. IF YOU COULD GET PLASTIC SURGERY, WOULD YOU?
No

41. WHY DID YOU FILL OUT THIS SURVEY?
I felt like it and I have nothing better to do on a friday night

42. What do you like on your pizza?
Mild peppers

43. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF ALCOHOL BECAME ILLEGAL?
I wouldn't care

44. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY?
A car that is runable?

45. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF IT SUDDENLY STARTED RAINING BLOOD?
It would be scarry

46. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
yes my middle name was

47. DO YOU WISH ON STARS?
Indeed I do

48. WHICH FINGER[S] IS YOUR FAVORITE?
ring finger on right hand

49. WHEN DID YOU LAST CRY?
a few hours ago and it wasnt for something stupid so dont even thingk about saying anything

50. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
not exactly

51. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT?
turkey

52. ANY BAD HABITS?
umm not really

53. WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARRASSING CD ON THE SHELF?
Brittany Spears

54. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
Yes

55. HAVE YOU EVER TOLD A SECRET YOU SWORE NOT TO TELL?
No

56. DO LOOKS MATTER?
Sometimes

57. How do you release your anger?
Listen to loud music, sing and swim

58. WHERE IS YOUR SECOND HOME
School and the pool

59. DO YOU TRUST OTHERS EASILY?
No

61. WHAT CLASS IN SCHOOL DO YOU THINK IS TOTALLY USELESS?
Swimming for myself

62. DO YOU HAVE A JOURNAL?
Indeed I do

63. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
No I would never do that.

64. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN A MOSH PIT?
haha yes

65. WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A GUY/GIRL?
Good personality and someone who can make me laugh

66. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES?
Kim, Kimmy

67. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP?
Yes I would.

71. What is your shoe size?
7.5

72. WHAT ARE YOUR FAVORITE COLORS?
Blue, Black, Turquoise

73. HOW MANY WISDOM TEETH DO YOU HAVE?
Idk

74. WHO DO YOU MISS MOST RIGHT NOW?
I miss time I miss 4 months ago

77. LAST THING YOU ATE
pretzel at lunch

78. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
Matt

81. HOW ARE YOU TODAY?
Not so well

12:12 am: Just a normal day in paradise...
Ive had an alright week. I am really glad that we have off ending today! Im quite excited accutually. I recently discovered the band Journey and I reallly like their music even though i have heard it before and didnt know who it was who sang it. I also like u2 and I love a couple songs of theirs. Scool is boring as usual and Im getting kind of bored coming home after school everday since for the past like 5 months I have been going to practice. It feels aquward not going to swimming anymore..kinda sad but oh well. Today we had sports awards and I got dressed up nice, did my hair and make-up and put on contacts. This is like a once in a lifetime ordeal for me since I never do this. I kinda felt good about myself and isnt that how you are suppost to feel? Anywho... sports awards lasted 2.5 hours and we left early. Wow long time. Julie came home today too. I got to see her for approx. 30 mins and she left with eric again. I wonder if I will see her at all during this break...I hope so. Im going over shelbys tomorrow and am quite excited since I havent seen her in a few months.

Wow its come to my attention that I never really update this thing anymore. I dont feel the need to sometimes although I have a lot on my mind. I usuallyy just write my thoughts down on paper... its easier for me this way. I also havent had much time because of swimming, homework and the activities I am involved with in school and outside.

Decided I would share my favorite song...

Tough, you think you’ve got the stuff
You’re telling me and anyone
You’re hard enough

You don’t have to put up a fight
You don’t have to always be right
Let me take some of the punches
For you tonight

Listen to me now
I need to let you know
You don’t have to go it alone

And it’s you when I look in the mirror
And it’s you when I don’t pick up the phone
Sometimes you can’t make it on your own

We fight all the time
You and I… that’s alright
We’re the same soul
I don’t need… I don’t need to hear you say
That if we weren’t so alike
You’d like me a whole lot more

Listen to me now
I need to let you know
You don’t have to go it alone

And it’s you when I look in the mirror
And it’s you when I don’t pick up the phone
Sometimes you can’t make it on your own

I know that we don’t talk
I’m sick of it all
Can - you - hear - me – when – I -
Sing, you’re the reason I sing
You’re the reason why the opera is in me…

Where are we now?
I’ve got to let you know
A house still doesn’t make a home
Don’t leave me here alone...

And it’s you when I look in the mirror
And it’s you that makes it hard to let go
Sometimes you can’t make it on your own
Sometimes you can’t make it
The best you can do is to fake it
Sometimes you can’t make it on your own

05:44 pm: 1) What stickers do you have on your car, if any?
None

2) What posters do you have in your room?
No posters, i have two paintings and a collage

3) What do you hear right now?
u2-Sometimes You Can't...

4) If you could drink anything right this second, what would it be?
Hot Chocolate

5) Does anything hurt on your body right now?
My back knots

6) If someone you hated died, would you laugh and spit on their grave?
No..I dont hate anyone

7) What's your job position called?
Unavailable

8) What size ring do you wear?
no idea....

9) Do you own a camera phone?
Yes

10) What's your bf/gf birthday?
Im SINGLE

11) What was your elementary school's mascot?
Bronco

12) What's your favorite bottled water?
Cosco or Kirkland or Propel thats really good

13) What's the next concert/show you're going to and when?
No idea but hopefully soon I want to go to the 89X stole Christmas one

14) What were you doing at 9 pm last night?
Reading a book

15) What's your favorite Starbucks drink?
Hot chocolate...I dislike coffee

16) Do you exercise as much as you should?
Hell Yes too much

17) Did you attend your High School prom?
Not yet...

18) Did you go to someone else's prom?
No

19) Would you give your bf/gf a second chance if they cheated on you?
No

SOME STRANGE QUESTIONS:

20)Something purple within 5 feet of you?
Juicy Juice box

21) How long can you hold your breath underwater?
A long time------I am A SWIMMER!!!

22)Your nails were last painted?
Sophmore year

23) The weirdest thing you've ever heated in the microwave?
Soup at hand...

24) How much Japanese do you know?
None but I know ppl who do..

25) Sparkly things?
I like shiny things....like a fish!!!!!!

26)Ever crash a car, been in accidents?
No but a motorcycle/dirtbike on the other hand...

27)Do you look good in yellow?
Not really sure...ask someone who has seen me wear yellow

28) Do you sing?
Yes I am in Round Table

29) Ever sang in front of a crowd?
Yes all the time everyday

30)Do you dance?
Hell Yeah...I want to go dancing!

31) Is your hair long enough to chew on?
Yes

32)Least favorite color?
Orange

33) Favorite kind of pizza?
My favorite place closed..

34) Ever had Dippin' Dots?
Yes Sir

35) Ever played an instrument?
Recorder, Guitair

36) How old were you when you got a cell phone?
No idea in 9th grade 15 ys. probably

37) How old were you when you got your first car?
Fourteen

38) How many tickets do you have?
None

39) How long have you been driving?
Two years

40)How many parking tickets?
None

41) Do you own your own car?
No

42) What kind of car is it?
92' Plymouth Acclaim

43) Do you want to get married?
Yes Maam

44) At what age do you want to get married?
Early twenties

45) Have you ever been married?
No

46) At what age do you want to have kids?
After I get married....

47) How many kids?
Two

___________________________________________

MORE QUESTIONS:

48) The sexiest item of clothing you own?
No idea probably my plaid short skirt

49 Ever danced naked in front of a crowd?
No

50 Do you spit?
when swimming...

51 Ever had a H2O massage?
No

52) Do you believe in Big Foot?
No

53) Ever been to a palm reader?
No

54) Last Pez dispenser you purchased?
When I was like 5

55) Have you had sex in your current car?
No

56) Did you have a good weekend?
Indeed I did

57) Have you ever had a black eye?
I do not believe so

58) How is today going for you?
It sucks

59) Any plans for tonight?
No Sir

60) Ever photograph something that was dead?
Dead flowers

61) Are you ready for Christmas?
Not yet...

62) Ever given someone a Full-Body oil massage?
No

63) Do you find Smurfette sexy?
No

64) Current disappointment:
Nobody ever calls

MORE QUESTIONS!

65) Do you have an air freshener in your car?
Kind of..

66) Do you have plants in your room?
Dead flowers and a fake plant if that counts...

67) Last piece of mail opened?
School mail

68) What city was your last taxi cab ride in?
Canada idk what city

69) Last alcoholic drink you had?
a long time ago idk

70) Did you do the deed on prom night?
No ive never beedn to prom buddy

01:20 pm: Weekend

AHHHHHH! Divisons were this weekend and I believe that Warren WOods Tower did AMAZING! I had so much fun with the team. I love you all. I szwam the IM 200 free relay 100 breast and 400 free relay on friday. Yesterday I swam the 200 free relay and the IM! I dropped a second on my IM and came in 8th place overall. WWT ended up with 2nd place which was awsome! Party over Katies house was fun too. Great times. Julies home this weekend so Ill spend time with her. Love ya Julie. I dont want to go to school tomorrow. It dosent feel like I have had a weekend since I was at school most of the time.

1. What is your middle name? Guess and I may tell
   
   2. Last person you kissed? Julie on the cheek
   
   3. What are you listening to right now? u2- Sometimes you cant
   
   4. What are the last 2 digits in your phone number? 68
   
   5. What was the last thing you ate? skittles because I can have junk food now!
   
   6. Last person you hugged? my mom
   
   7. How is the weather right now? winndy and cold
   
   8. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? Julie
   
   9. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex? Eyes
   
   10. Favorite type of Food? Mexican maybe?
   
   11. Do you drink? No
   
   12. Do you smoke? No
   
   13. Ever get so drunk you dont remember what you did? No I do not drink
   
   14. Hair color? Brown
   
   15. Eye color? Blue
   
   16. Do you wear contacts? Yes I do
   
   17. Favorite Holiday? Any one when I get to see family : )
   
   18.Whens your Birthday? September 4th
   
   19. Have you ever cried for no reason? Um I guess
   
   20. Last Movie you Watched? Damn I forgot what it was callled...Guess Who?
   
   29. What books are you reading? Of Mice and Men and  A Seperate Piece
   
   30. Piercings? None but hopefully my ears soon
   
   31. Favorite movie? A lot...
   
   32. Favorite football team? If swimming were any easier it would be called FOOTBALL!
   
   33. What were you doing before you filled this out? hanging out with the Swim Team
   
   34. Any pets? Moco
   
   35. AIM? Yes
   
   36. Butter, Plain or Salted popcorn? What kind of question is this?
   
   37. Dogs or cat? Dogs
   
   38. Favorite Flower? Roses
   
   39. Have you ever been caught doing something you werent supposed to? I dont believe so...
   
   40. Are you single or taken? Single for now
   
   41.Have you ever loved someone? Other than my family..no
   
   42. Who would you like to see right now? Julie and someone else
   
   43. Are you still friends with your ex's? No
   
   44. Have you ever fired a gun? A BB Gun
   
   45. Do you like to travel by plane? Hell no
   
   46. Right-handed or Left-handed? Righty
   
   47. If you can be with someone right now, who would it be? Where you are is where I want to be......
   
   48. How many pillows do you sleep with? one
   
   49. Are you missing someone? Indeed I am
   
   50. Do you have a Tattoo? No Sir
   
   51. Do you still watch cartoons on saturday mornings? Haha today i did for the first time in years
   
   

09:20 pm: Updates of my week/month
I went to Cedar Point last weekend that was a blast! Thanks Shelb
I swam and completed and became apart of the century club in swimming 12,500 yards in a day.
I didnt make counties and missed it by a second. Screw up.
Counties are tomorrow and I will cheer on my team.
Julie hasnt called me back after trying to call her numerous of times.
Why the hell do people have to live so far away?
Damn its just not fair.
I dont have a life outside of swimming and homework these days.
I want summer back when everything was good...somewhat.
I dont like the cold and its cold ...it hurts my knees.
I want my license really bad.
I had a bad day yesterday and today until after practice.
I didnt go to homecoming but Shelby and I have something in mind...
No one really calls me these days...
I miss a lot of people
I am in love with the song Fast Cars and Freedom by Rascal Flatts.
Its one thing that brightens my day.
I wish I had time to clean my room or do anything!


I despriatly want to see stars!!!!!!!! There are none in the city.
I wish I had a good dream once in a while...

I try so hard but when is it going to be my turn?

"I've been giving just ain't been gettin'
I've been walking down that line
So I think I'll keep walking
with my head held high
i'll keep moving on and only God
knows why."

03:24 pm: Here I go again on my own...going down the only road Ive ever known
School started and lets just say I have been very busy! I havent done anything really but swim and go to school. It pretty much occupies my life for now and it will be like this for a while but I guess its worth it right? Julie left for college and so did some of my other friends. Its kinda sad though. Ill miss you!!!!!

Yesterday was the frist swim meet of the 05'- 06'season. It was amazing and I was very excited. Accutually yesterday was an all around great day. On the ohter hand today wasnt...but ill get back to that. Yesterday I went to school and I didnt have morning practice which felt good then! And I got to school around 10:40 because the freshys and sophmores were teranova testing. I only had one through three hours so that went well even though those classes sucked. I Then went home for once and got ready for the meet. I then go to swim and start getting pumped up! Then the meet starts and my parents come which made me really happy. I swam the 200 medley relay as an anchor in free, 100 free, 200 free relay going in first and my 100 breast. It was a great meet and I think we all did our best times and everything. I know I did!
in the:
200 I went a 29
100 went a 1.07
200 went a 29
100 breast went a 1.28!!!!!!!!
I was soooo happy! I accullay beat it and a couple of my goals can be scratched off and moving on.

YEAH BUDDY!

I called Julie when I got home and went to bed.
The only bad thing about this week is that my right knee is bothering me bad and im not sure why.

07:44 pm: The Summer!
This summer has been one of the absolute best summers of my life! It has been so great in so many ways and yet so rewarding. But it also has its harships as well. I have been having a great and fantastic time with all of my friends just hanging out and doing whatever the heck we feel like doing. And some of my friends and I have gotten a lot closer too!!! And its a really great feeling.

And I cant believe school starts on Thursday. Ahhh! Were juniors. It dosent seem real because Julie was a Junior when I came into highschool. And now she is leaving along with many other friends of mine. Im going to miss her so much!!!! Julie is leaving to Ferris State University tomorrow that is 3 and half hours away from home. Shes not going to be here. : ( I LOVE YOU JULIE WITH ALL MY HEART. Its going to be so different. Her not being here I will be the only under aged person in the house. : ( SHes going to go many places and noone or nothing will stop her. Shes gonna go so far.

Swimming has been going great. A little hard because I am getting back into Swim Season shape but its all good. Its well worth all of it and I am excited for season. Were going to do great. Julie also said she would come home for some of my meets like Titan Relays. : D

And its getting cold outside and I dislike it really bad. I want it to stay warm out and go back to summer time. And I dont want school to start for so many reasons. : ( But we have to move on right?

On the good note I turn 17 in less than a month and Im eaxcited for that. I may have a party and stuff but im not too sure still. It wont really be for my birthday though. Just a pool party proably. I really want to though.

Julie and I and the family hung out for the whole day today. Earlier Julie and I went to Metro Beach (her work) and rollerbladed around the prak which was real nice. And then we visited with some of her friends before we left. And that was fun. And now we just got home from dinner. It was good. But Im going to go visit more. Later.



OH AND FEEL WELCOME TO LEAVE COMMENTS!!!!!!!!!!!

10:40 pm: The sum of my life for the week of August 8th
This summer has been amazing and I have no intentions on wanting to go back to school on the 25th. I will be involved with Round Table, Swimming and more this year in one semester and I know this will keep me occupied. I am looking forward to these things but I do not want time to pass. One more summer gone and another year to begin.

I have decided I WILL go to my first concert this year. Yes it will be my first but I never took the opportunity before. I just have to decide which one I will go to. Although I am checking out Lifehouse even though they are only playing in Grand Rapids on the 17th and Toledo Ohio on the 31st. : /
But wish me luck everyone.

Everyone seems to be leaving at this time of year and I know it will drive me nuts once I really figure out how much these people really mean to me. I know I mostly will miss my sister Julie being 3 hours away but I also have other friends that are going away as well. : ( Grr I just wish some things would never change.

Julie is so lucky in so many ways. I love you.

So this week I have off from swimming and on moday I join the WWT Swim Team of 2005-2006. I think this year will be fun. A lot different though since I have grown up with more than half of the seniors that left last year. It will be sad coming to practice with my sister and everyone not being there like Angie and Julie and Amanda and Lindsay. Things will certainly be different but I know myself and the team will make it. :)

Tomorrow I will be going to some lake with Julie and her boyfriend and a bunch of other people. I do not have a doubt that it will not be fun. : )

Not goodbye...

Goodnight

07:05 pm: Wonderful
1. Reply with your full name and I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal.


so today has been a wonderful day. Not because I swam but because what happened at swimming. I didnt do much for the first half of the day besides for cleaning the house and doing chores. Then I went to swimming and it started off kinda rough but then I was into it. Mr. Smith showed up a while after and that was nice and then Laura showed up. : D happy me. Were having the best pizza and breadsticks tonight from Cloverleaf??? I think. Well today is a great day and its even getting better. Have a great day everyone. I know i will.

08:06 pm: My Life As It Comes
This past weekend was great! Seems like just yesterday it was Julie's graduation party. Almost a week has gone by! But I'm kinda glad its over. All of the stress and work made it difficult to accuautlly enjoy. But now im enjoying my summer so its all good. Visited lots of friends and family. : D I'm Happy.

I really dont have much to talk about. I hung out with Shelby today and yesterday. It was fun. We basically just hung out and talked and stuff. It felt good. I'll also see her tomorrow for her birthday party.

five details about you
[x] I am a very happy person
[x] I have a birthmark on my right shoulder
[x] my eyes are blue
[x] I had a good weekend
[x] Im growing my nails out

five details about your appearance right now...
[x] No make-up
[x] blue halter top
[x] I do not have on shoes
[x] Blue-jean shorts
[x] I have my glasses on

five things you did yesterday...
[x] Hung out with Shelby
[x] went swimming at practice
[x] went swimming at home
[x] attempted to watch the Pacifier
[x] Watched Indian in the Cupboard :D

five memorable things you did in the last year...
[x] Swam for the swim team
[x] I participated in the musical
[x] I made Round Table
[x] Made new friends
[x] ---

five favorite groups (at the moment)...
[x] Randy Travis
[x] Rascal Flatts
[x] My Chemical Romance
[x] Kenny Chesney
[x] Whoever sings Summer of 1969

five favorite movies...
[x] Dirty Dancing
[x] A Walk To Remember
[x] Sweet Home Alabama
[x] Man On Fire
[x] Thomas Crown Affair

five things that make you happy...
[x] Friends!!!
[x] That would---getting into counties and improving my breast time
[x] swimming last year
[x] Up-north
[x] supprises

five things that impress you...
[x] Polite people
[x] friends that are true
x everybodys own little talent
[x] nice and kind and willing to do things for others kind of person
[x] if someone carries themselves correctly

five things you cant live without...
[x] Friends
[x] Family
[x] food
[x camera
[x] glasses/contacts


I am done now. I have no idea once again why I update this thing because no one EVER reads it. One day gone.. I am ready for another.

10:22 pm: I need to get out of this house
1...pierce your nose or tongue?
nose but if there were a neither answer i would definatly pick that one

2...be serious or be funny
Definatly funny..who can have fun while being serious?

3. Drink whole or skimmed milk?
neither

4. ...be single or taken?
I like being single but i have never experienced being taken

5...be simple or complicated?
in the middle

6...grey or gray?
Grey...it was Shelby's old street name

7...color or black-and-white photos?
black and white all the way

8...sunrise or sunset?
sunset!

9...m&ms or skittles?
skittles--juicy

10...rap or rock?
rock and roll!!!!

11...staying up late or waking up early?
staying up late beecause i get up early practically every single morning!

12...calling it pop or soda?
It's POP!!!

13...using x's or o's in tic-tac-toe?
x's are my favorite in that game

14...water or Soda?
Water all the way..much better for you, has a lot less calories and sugar and dosent slow you down when swimming

15... do you have a crush?
sure

16... Who is it?
just someone

17... Being hot or cold?
hot. but not scourching

18... Tall or short?
Tall

19... Sun or moon?
Definatly the moon

20... Left or right?
Righty

21... Acquaintances or best friend?
Best Friend!!

22...Sun or Rain?
Sun even though rain is ok once in a while also

23...green beans or carrots?
Carrots

24...low fat or fatfree?
Fat free

25...what is your biggest fear in the world?
Losing the people I love

26...kids or no kids?
kids but not for a LONG time from now

27...cat or dog?
i would have to say both to that one..i love almost all animals

28...mustard or ketchup?
Mustard

30...wonder or amazement?
Amazement!

31...red car or white car?
white car...you wouldnt get noticed by the cops since you kinda blend in with the sky but red for a race car!

32...happy and poor or sad and rich?
Happy. You can always change your income but not the way you feel when something is wrong in your life that easily

33...singing or dancing?
singing while I'm dancing!

34...hugging or kissing?
Hugging

35. Red Or Green?
Red

36...blondes, brunettes, or red heads?
Mine is a mixture of all of them. I like it.

37...full name?
Kimberly Rae

38...parent(s) names?
Cindy and John

39...had the drink calypso breeze?
No

40...have you ever been in love?
No

41...been toilet-papering?
No

42...loved somebody so much it made you cry?
Yes

43..what kind of job do you want?
One that makes me happy and when I wake up in the morning I dont dread going to work for hours at a time.

44...who makes you laugh the most?
I couldnt anwaser that question...i dont know a lot of people do

45...who knows the most about you?
My family

46...croutons or bacon bits?
croutons

47...2 doors or 4
tow in a sports car but four if you have to ride in the back

WHAT COMES TO MIND...

48... a bird?
the bird that was in my lawn today while I was watching it from 5 feet away


49...rock?
hard

50...orange?
yummy

51...crying?
sad


52...peanut butter?
and oreos or gram crackers

53...spring?
wonder

54...summer?
loving had me a blast!




FAVORITES...

55...non-alcoholic drink?
Water

57...friend that lives the farthest away?
Friends up north

58...first friend?
Julie of course!

59...first bad break-up?
---

60...who is the person that will send this back first?
I have no idea...probably not anyone

61...who is the person that sent this to you?
none
62...what time is it now?
12:21 AM

63...Tomatos, veggie or fruit?
fruit

64...Waffles or pancakes?
both

65...Metallica or Ozzy?
metallica but they both suck

04:09 pm: List five songs/recordings that you are currently digging. It doesn't matter what genre they are from, whether they have words or even if they're any good but they must be songs you're really enjoying right now. Post these instructions, the artist and the song in your blog along with your five songs. Then tag five other people.

1- Switchfoot-Meant to Live
2-Good Charlotte- I dont want you???
3-Big and Rich-Rollin'
4-Brandy-Have you Ever
5-Kenny Chesney-These Days


I tag...

1.Julie
2.Liz
3.Shelby
4.Kela

11:06 pm: WHO HAS LAST...

x. Slept in your bed: Myself
x. Seen you cry: Julie
x. Made you cry: ---
x. Shared a drink with you: I don’t know…
x. Seen a movie with you: Julie last night at home
x. Gone to the mall with you: Mom
x. Yelled at you: ----
x. Sent you an e-mail: I’m not quite sure


HAVE YOU EVER...

x. Said "I love you" and meant it?: Yes
x. Gotten in a fight with your pet: Not really…
x. Been to California: No
x. Been to Hawaii: I do not really want too (too overestimated)
x. Been to Mexico: No
x. Been to China: No
x. Been to Cuba: No
x. Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day: No
x. Wish you were the opposite sex: No
X. Had an imaginary friend: No

RANDOM TID BITS...

x. Do you have a crush on someone: Yes
x. What book are you reading now: Not any
x. Worst feeling in the world: Pain or guilt
x. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: I do not
x. What's under your bed: Drawers
x. Favorite sports to watch: Hockey
x. Siblings: 1 Sister (I Love you Julie)
x. Location: Warren
x. Piercing/tattoos: Not any
x. Boyfriend/girlfriend: No

EXTRA STUFF...

x. Do you do drugs: Hell No
x. What are you most scared of: Never falling in love and being loved in return or losing someone I love
x. What clothes do you sleep in: Shorts or pj pants and a t-shirt
x. Where do you want to get married: In a little church in the country
x. Who do you really hate: I don’t hate
x. Do you drive: No
x. Do you have a job: No
x. Do you like being around people: Yes except when I don’t feel good or certain people are bugging me
x. Are you for world peace: Yes

STUFF...

x. Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: Yes
x. Do you have a "type" of person you always go after: No
x. Are you lonely right now: Yes
x. Song that’s stuck in your head a lot: 100 Years
x. Do you want to get married: Yes Indeed
x. Do you want kids: Yes

FAVORITE...

x. Room in house: Bedroom
x. Type(s) of music: Anything but rap
x. Band(s): Too many to name but for the moment Lifehouse
x. Color: Blue
x. Perfume or cologne: Butterfly
x. Month: July
x. Stone: Sapphire

IN THE LAST 24 HOURS, HAVE YOU...
x. Cried: Yes
x. Bought something: Yes
x. Gotten sick: No
x. Sang: At the top of my lungs…
x. Met someone new: Yes
x. Missed someone: Defiantly
x. Cuddled: No
x. Hugged someone: Yes
x. Kissed someone: On the cheek